half awake- mostly dormant

worse lack of sleeping experience in a while. fell asleep while showering. takes quite a lack of sleep to pull that off. any tips for a sleepless idiot that isn't sleeping pills?

A Thousand Suns (a shit-tard review)

Original Thoughts:

What the fuck happened to Linkin Park?! These guys used to be the shit back when i was in junior high, now all their shit is snippets and intermissions. Their first single (The Catalyst) was showcased on a Medal of Honor trailer which was awesome. It also sounded like these idiots learned their lesson from that last shitty album... STILL INTERMISSIONS!!

Current Thought:

So I removed all this spammity spam spam and nearly cut the track count by half,  also pulled off lyrics from random sites:
Burning In The Skies- ok so you gave me like 5 minutes of intermission and your waiting another minute and change to actually put lyrics in your music... at least it has a faint sound of what they used to be
When They Come For Me- more like original LP, lyrically, but focusing too much on the samples and DJ, where's the guitar and bass at?
Robot Boy- .........fuck you guys
Waiting For The End- WHOA...WHOA... the emcee was never fucking Jamaican, that dude is white(half Japanese i think). At least the lyrics are nice.
Blackout- I actually liked the first 2 minutes of this song until yea... the idiotic scratching and then it just went downhill.
Wretches & Kings- Liked this when it first came out, minus the constant 'ey, ey' in the background. You know you made shit music when you have 'ey ey ey ey' monotonously or the one long 'EYYYYYYYY'. The Fonz is rolling in his imaginary grave
Iridescent- skipped
The Catalyst-Liked this, but then i noticed the autotune. At  least, they didn't use it the whole album. could use more guitar though...
The Messenger- wow... fuck this


what about you guys?

Love Song

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am home again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am whole again

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am young again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am fun again

However far away, I will always love you
However long I stay, I will always love you
Whatever words I say, I will always love you
I will always love you

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am free again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am clean again

However far away, I will always love you
However long I stay, I will always love you
Whatever words I say, I will always love you
I will always love you








This song totally still brings tears to my eyes. Really sad, really moving. Who else agrees? 

hi (pt. 2)

last night proved to be very interesting. after more than 7 years i was reunited with a very old friend of mine. due to a much better social networking site *ahem* i was able to find her and talk to her. from what i gathered, she changed a lot. nothing like the girl i had seen on my random walks home from school. or the girl i had a crush on in kindergarten. for starters, she was already taken, a fact i was very well aware of. she had a career, not a job. the boyfriend as well. immediate thought is that this girl is living the dream, she has money, she found something she's good at and makes a living from it. she found someone, whom also has found his stable life. 

i guess disappointment settled very soon. the boyfriend, seemed distracted... i should make a step back. i've made it a habit to study people. not just at gatherings, everywhere. trains, on walks, at parks, anywhere. words don't need to describe a person, simple actions speak for themselves. appearances also send off a vibe, what they carry and whatnot. it's much easier than asking away at a person. but yea, here i am with a group of 11 people, boyfriend meeting everyone for the first time. first course of action is to sit at the bar, get a beer and sulk away. my friend, catching up with friends in this period. surely he must feel lonely or out of place, i'l try to make a conversation and make the guy feel like he's definitely wanted (i also felt out of place anyways). a small talk about beers is all i was able to get out of him (very female taste in beer, might i add. i shouldn't talk, i'm no connoisseur myself). then there was the constant checking of the phone, blatant might i add. from both of them. i had my share of texts coming at me, i just kept it under the table, these two just flat out laid their phones on the table with interval checkups. it was so difficult to get any words out of the guy, i decided to spend my efforts with the other guests and my friend.  

so much easier to talk to, i could seamlessly fit in with these people. interesting people, not wild, not out of hand (at least tonight). nights like that should happen more often. other than the guy, there was no need to analyze. just talk, converse, make something of interest with new people.

hmmmm fixed my own frustration... 

hi

hey guys. i'm new to the blogging scene, my friend hooked me up. more later!