more of these problems

My current ex has been the most  unstable of them all. I still question what drove me to be with her, she doesn't have the healthiest lifestyle. Every weekend consists of binge drinking and going out (I don't partake in this. I have in the past but grew tired of it) random kids parties (a girl in her mid 20s hitting up an 18 year olds house party). Her heavy consumption of liquor is accompanied with smoking (not much of a smoker, i have done weed and stopped. I want to get a vaporizer before i do it again). She doesn't do weed, but insists on smoking cigarettes which sounds immensely contradictory. She illegally sells prescription drugs to her friends for profit. She's been incarcerated. Her taste in music is almost entirely opposite to me, we do have some small musical common ground. She lives much too far away from me that I can spend time with her. As a  result, we converse through video chatting on some occasions during the week. She constantly hangs out with her friends, she seldom makes the time to be with me. The time she does spend with me is wasted on tv shows and we hardly talk about anything. The last few times she had nothing to say to me.

The pros about this girl: she's gone as far as to hook me up with  a cell and has paid for one of my trips over. When we were together she'd be so happy and intimate (but we'd have little to talk about).

As you can see the cons far outweigh the pros and for some foolish reason I'm tempted to try and make this work. Anyone care to share some insight? Promise this is the last sobby entry, xanga is for emo @__@

The best celebration ever? Stjarnan v Fylkir

celebration

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wow, just found this on a random blog . HILARIOUS

Cameron

There's a girl I've been talking to for a while. We started talking online (we met a while back) and I was helping her out with some guy troubles. I found myself constantly talking to her, trying to make her happy because she always seemed down. Ultimately it just gets to the point where you start liking the person, feeling like you should go a step beyond just trying to make them forget about some crush. I offered to go out with her for a few drinks in the hopes of some face time and so we did. That night, she had one too many and ended up breaking down to aforementioned crush. She eventually got over it and our outing ended. I feel like I may have developed feelings for this girl even though she clearly has her mind set on someone else (even if he may not be interested in her). We still talk, about other things that make her upset other than the guy. I've gone on a few more friendly outings but I feel I should probably make my intentions clear before treading any further. What's the take on the rest of the blogging community?


The title is in relation to the character from House, whom apparently develops an attraction to broken people 

Another Day Like This

In regards to my previous post, I feel I'm not getting enough REM sleep. I fell asleep for nearly 10 hours today and I was still worn out. As a follow-up is there any way to induce it quicker? I'll probably make another lengthy entry tomorrow.

half awake- mostly dormant

worse lack of sleeping experience in a while. fell asleep while showering. takes quite a lack of sleep to pull that off. any tips for a sleepless idiot that isn't sleeping pills?

A Thousand Suns (a shit-tard review)

Original Thoughts:

What the fuck happened to Linkin Park?! These guys used to be the shit back when i was in junior high, now all their shit is snippets and intermissions. Their first single (The Catalyst) was showcased on a Medal of Honor trailer which was awesome. It also sounded like these idiots learned their lesson from that last shitty album... STILL INTERMISSIONS!!

Current Thought:

So I removed all this spammity spam spam and nearly cut the track count by half,  also pulled off lyrics from random sites:
Burning In The Skies- ok so you gave me like 5 minutes of intermission and your waiting another minute and change to actually put lyrics in your music... at least it has a faint sound of what they used to be
When They Come For Me- more like original LP, lyrically, but focusing too much on the samples and DJ, where's the guitar and bass at?
Robot Boy- .........fuck you guys
Waiting For The End- WHOA...WHOA... the emcee was never fucking Jamaican, that dude is white(half Japanese i think). At least the lyrics are nice.
Blackout- I actually liked the first 2 minutes of this song until yea... the idiotic scratching and then it just went downhill.
Wretches & Kings- Liked this when it first came out, minus the constant 'ey, ey' in the background. You know you made shit music when you have 'ey ey ey ey' monotonously or the one long 'EYYYYYYYY'. The Fonz is rolling in his imaginary grave
Iridescent- skipped
The Catalyst-Liked this, but then i noticed the autotune. At  least, they didn't use it the whole album. could use more guitar though...
The Messenger- wow... fuck this


what about you guys?